Sunday Morning - “Thoughts in My Head”
Good morning…
A day late and a few dollars short ;-)
I hope this finds you all healthy, happy & enjoying the ones in your circle of love. My mind has not been at rest. I have had so many thoughts and emotions. I try to remember each one thinking about retaining part for the message. Then I get tired and another moment happens, that makes me stop and think. Then I question what to share and even if I should.
Thoughts in my head…
Went to the beach… amazing birthday.
Power talk with my nephew.
Hugged my wife, a lot.
My brother in law shared some moments, thoughts with me. Time stood still.
Taught a class where I couldn’t hold anything back.
Many quiet moments, many reflecting moments.
Conversations that I did not expect.
New & cool people have entered my life.
My sister… Tami.
I’m thinking so much, I’m not sure my thoughts are clear.
My mind’s racing and I cannot pick one thought without questioning it.
What do I write, what do I share…?
I fly Thursday morning to see my sister.
There have been tears.
I have shared this below, with a few people and this morning decided to share it with you.
My brother in law’s parents have lost 2 of their children. Right, wrong, good or bad, they are more prepared to deal w/ moments in life similar to that. My brother in law lost 2 siblings. He too has been through those type of moments. Now does this mean it is easier for them? No. But they are more prepared. Some things we will be prepared for in life and others we may not. Again, be ready… for anything. We should be thankful that we are not prepared as others in this moment and then live everyday, the best we can, like it means something and that we appreciate each one. When we are feeling what we are naturally feeling, mentally manually shift your perspective and remember what others are going through, thinking and feeling.
Things happen for a reason and they happen when they are suppose to happen. Be ready.
I thank you for your thoughts, prayers, replies & concern for my sister Tami & our family. I believe in my heart sharing is what helps us all get through life. I thank you for allowing me to share (sometimes late) with all of you. Enjoy what you have, with whom you have to enjoy it with!
peace & God bless
tjd
